Journal Entry (Song)

Othree - Journal Entry

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  • I'm lost and I’m searching for answers 
  • Looking for something certain trynna avoid disaster
  • Is this all gonn be worth it
  • I wanna be my best version
  • After I'm finished being in this vessel
  • Take one more trip around the ghetto
  • It was a swerve I was so used to being hurt
  • Had to kick the alcohol had to kick the herb
  • No more blunts on the curb or looking through blur
  • The universe preparing me for my turn
  • My lyrics pouring out like waterfalls it's not a first
  • But it could've been my last I had an urge
  • My dog died and I truly miss you boiii
  • How the fuck am I gonna fill this void
  • At 29 why the fuck am I still rapping
  • Ain’t no one really tap in
  • Have to prove it to myself every single day
  • Let me show you how it's done in the Fooly way
  • Even foos slip up I get up and dust the dirt
  • When I plant my feet on the ground I’m standing firm
  • My thoughts are getting violent they flooding like open hydrants
  • My writings sound like a tyrant I’m Thanos the Mad Titan
  • Can’t even rest when I close my eyelids
  • And I’m addicted to the fukn silence
  • Gonna roll my pain up in ball and then bury it
  • If I see my demons in person hit em with lariats
  • I always fall in love with the wrong women
  • The voice said cut the cord I had to listen
  • My pain tolerance is high I passed my limit
  • Got a lot of love but nobody will get it
  • My method of storytelling is undeniable
  • I’m not a rapper I’m an orator with flow
  • I disclose the emptiness the darkness that exists
  • I thought i'd have a wife and a couple kids
  • Fukn fantasies made me feel like a fraud
  • So I had to chop chop might become a dog
  • All the tears are feeling pointless so are these rhymes
  • I can’t trust you cuz you always lie
  • The foo you once knew he had his time
  • Let me confess dawg I want to die

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