Proud

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I write to explore the madness

The sadness

The empty feeling I have

I tear up just talking about my life

Why do I feel like a failure thoe?

I’ve made so much progress in life

I am successful

My list of successes is long

Graduated from high school

Went off to college and lived alone for 4 years

Hosted a radio station

Learned how to go live on Youtube

Started multiple podcasts

Sold my music online

If you told me you did this

I would say “I’m proud of you”

Why can’t I say that to myself

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