Sometimes

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Sometimes my days are amazing. Other days I'm scrambling to put as much caffeine in my body because I slept late and I'm burnt out by 3pm the next day

Sometimes I like to eat unhealthy but I have to be careful because I've been struggling with my weight my whole life. Sometimes I feel guilty but I tell myself that I deserve a rest from fasting all week

Sometimes I like to binge watch videos on Youtube while laying on my couch. Sopranos clips. Stand up comedians. Sometimes I'll rewatch "Edgar de cae" and laugh for 3 minutes straight

Sometimes I watch random series on Netflix like "Loudermilk" and be invested because I see myself going to AA meetings and talking about my journey with alcohol

Sometimes I want to do nothing but play video games the whole day while blasting Psycho Realm through my speakers. Maybe eat some fruit in between rounds

Sometimes I want to run away and hide for the rest of my life in a random place in Ohio. Don't come looking for me. Plus I'm 95% silent in social media now so good luck

Sometimes I sit and tear up because I get random childhood memories unlocked from like 2003. I miss how simple life was before technology controlled our lives

Sometimes I just wake up at 2am and write a poem because my mind works like that. Ask me to write a poem at 3pm and it'll sound different than when I get a creative spurt

Sometimes I just wanna rap

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